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Monday, October 24, 2005

*panda on my lap*

24/10/05
1.00am

compared the date of this entry n previous 1.. haha.. i am such a lazy bum.. haha.. but lazy is 1 of my character.. too bad.. first of all.. happy 19th birthday to jia wei..
hey.. my enlistment letter has arrived.. within months i will be BALD.. damn.. i hate it.. den qns starts coming into my mind.. will i makes fren there? will i feel lonely? haix.. it doesn't matter if the trainings will be tough anot.. cos i wish for a betta built body.. =x wanted to go in silently but she learn of it liao.. came over to my hse last nite and i pop the qns to her again.. failedddd... damn.. y can't i deserve a 2nd chance? until now doesn't she noe hu treat her the best? i am jux too tired.. i tink for days b4 i pop the qns to her this time.. cos i am beri sure of wat i wan.. i jus dowan to regret but.. i wish i some 1 could hit me hard in the head ar.. i know i am not like him.. sweet talking is not my cup of tea in fact i dun even noe how.. i sux at it.. f**k
why must u start to contact mi when i am already starting to gif u up? i am such a failure.. i jus wan to tk care of u.. be there for u wheneva u nid mi.. makes u luff when u r down.. loves u wif all my heart.. it is so hard? i tink i shld really carry on wif life.. love makes mi sick n tired..
abt my work.. there is a bit of reshufflement going on rite now.. plus the cctv going to be install on some stores.. makes mi feeling a bit sianx working.. but.. i heard i will be taking over charlie when his skooling starts.. which means.. i am GETTING OUT of j8.. haha.. no cctvs.. *phew.. cy starting to teach mi sell thru n some reports.. ji tao figures r driving mi nuts.. lols.. i jus hope OG wun be so busy.. tt all i am wishing.. haha..
here a song which i loves the lyrics..

Nickelback - Photograph
Look at this photograph
Every time I do it makes me laugh
How did our eyes get so red
And what the hell is on Joey's head?
This is where I grew up
I think the present owner fixed it up
I never knew we ever went without
The second floor is hard for sneakin' out
And this is where I went to school
Most of the time had better things to do
Criminal record says I broke in twice
I must've done it half a dozen timesI wonder if it's too late
Should I go back and try to graduate?
Life's better now than it was back then
If I was them I wouldn't let me in
Oh, oh, oh...Oh, God I...
Every memory of lookin' out the back door
I have the photo album spread out on my bedroom floor
It's hard to say it, time to say it
Goodbye, goodbye
Every memory of walkin' out the front door
I found the photo of the friend that I was lookin' for
It's hard to say it, time to say it
Goodbye, goodbyeRemember the old arcade?
Blew every dollar that we ever made
The cops hated us hangin' out
They said somebody went and burned it down
We used to listen to the radio
And sing along with every song we know
We said someday we'd find out how it feels
To sing to more than just the steering wheel
Kim's the first girl I kissedI was so nervous that I nearly missed
She's had a couple of kids since then
I haven't seen her since God knows when
Oh, oh, oh...Oh, God I...
Every memory of lookin' out the back door
I have the photo album spread out on my bedroom floor
It's hard to say it, time to say it
Goodbye, goodbye
Every memory of walkin' out the front door
I found the photo of the friend that I was lookin' forIt's hard to say it, time to say it
Goodbye, goodbye
I miss that town, I miss the faces
You can't erase, you can't replace it
I miss it now, I can't believe it
So hard to stay, too hard to leave it
If I could relive those days
I know the one thing that would never change
Every memory of lookin' out the back door
I have the photo album spread out on my bedroom floor
It's hard to say it, time to say it
Goodbye, goodbye
Every memory of walkin' out the front door
I found the photo of the friend that I was lookin' forIt's hard to say it, time to say it
Goodbye, goodbye
Look at this photograph
Every time I do it makes me laugh
Every time I do it makes me...

nice rite? haix.. i beri long nv sings liao.. itchy ar.. I WAN TO GO KTV!!! haha..
ai gei le ni
wo bu hou hui
zhi xi wan ni gei wo yi ci ji hui

maRcUs` (",)

| yawns @ 12:59 AM|

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